Leading a quality & balanced life

shifted...

2008-09-09T21:23:00.002+08:00

dear all readers...

I have decided to shift to wordpress...
Find my updates @ http://analyticalwannabe.wordpress.com
See ya....

sally

BIG FAILURE

2008-08-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

always tot that I have the calibre of being a leader
always tot that I had done my part as my job requires
always tot that I am good in building good relationship
always tot that I been the best @ work

BUT... ...
only today i just know all the above are all my own self illusions...

just feel depressed, demoralised.......

Personality Test

2008-07-26T23:30:00.003+08:00

Did a Personality test for fun....
Well, seems so right...

Check it out @ here

My Personality Test
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

A SALUTE TO CLIFTON LAM

2008-06-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

though isn't that close to you...
but your smiles are really always in my mind when i think of you...
and your shuai shuai THICK hair...
Just wish i cld just knock u up when i see you just now...

RIP Clifton....

Upon Request

2008-04-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

Questioned why I did not blog...

Life has been monotonously same...
What to blog??!!!
Except, have been missing from Sunday Services...
Reason: Overslept...

Just Wondering that AM I the one you are referring to??
Sometimes I really wish I'm the one, but on the other hand,
I do not wish I'm the one, cos' I not equally same level as U in spiritually area...

Love is so contradicting... Well, I will wait and see what will happen...

Just a random rambling session again...Take care peeps...

In Love With This Song & MTV

2008-04-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

2008-03-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging...

So busy with work after returning from Chinese New Year rest.

Life had been so boring everyday.
Life seems to be so robotic daily;
Wake up, wash up, work, home; the next day repeats till saturday, and the cycle repeats on monday again...

Wonder if there will be new things/person/matter appearing in my life...

ooo... registered for advanced diploma in food technology @ SP, and got accepted..
will get studying in april sooon... yeahh yeahh...
will be studying in evening time...oo dear... lol...busy busy busy....

Recently, had a lot of support from my manager in work, feel kinda great about it...
loving my job more and more... of cos' im not tt perfect afterall, people still do complain abt my working style, but well... let it be....

okie peeps... that all for now...
Just some ramblings for living in such cruel world....

新年快乐！！！

2008-02-07T22:48:00.001+08:00

又是一年一度的华人新年了！
今年是鼠年哦！是我的年哦！
在此，祝大家在这鼠年里，
有钱鼠钱，朋友鼠不清。
恭喜发财，万事如意！
下一会再见哦！！

HOLIDAYS!!!!

2008-02-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

woohoo!!!!
Company had officially shut down for CNY Holidays....
Viz Branz had its 20th Anniversary, Dinner & Dance 2008 @ Swissotel, Canning Room

We had a lot of fun and dance and drinks....
Too bad, no photos were taken due to camera was spoilt & handphone was spoilt tooo....
Wat a time to spoil!!!

Happy cos' managed to get a breath out from work for @ least 11 days!!!!
2 days had gone.... 9 more days to go....

Hope i can rest/play well till I start work again :)

Marriott@Chijmes

2008-01-20T18:27:00.001+08:00

Too bad, no photos were taken on that night...
cos' my camera + Handphone is spoilt....

Was invited to a dinner by Big Boss to Marriott@ Chijmes last friday(18th Jan 08)
Heard that He striked 4D/Toto...

Had Alaska Crab, Live Prawns, Suckling Pig...
(typically is all the wedding dinner food, excluding shark's fins)
As Big Boss loves drinking red wine, he brought 10 bottles of red wines & 3(1.8L) of Sakae,
for 3 tables of his guests....

Almost all of us are bloated with red wines & sakaes...
Had a great time with my colleagues, they are cranky at times too...

After the whole dinner, at least I understand each person on my table a little bit more...
LOL...

Well, looking forward to the next company dinner on 1st Feb... hee...

Into 2008

2008-01-04T23:44:00.001+08:00

Well, was browsing through some friends' blogs...
Now the "in-est" blog title will be topics on stepping into 2008
& reminiscing 2007....

Am I gg to follow the same???
Hmm.... guess not...

I want to say I'm Sorry to Audrey Ang Shun Ling (though she forgave me)
for being so naughty to disturb her... by biting her....lol...
DUN ASK ME WHY I BITE HER... Just feel like disturbing her only....

But anyway, blogging this besides apologising to her broadwidely...
There's another intention:-
SALLY is still as playful as usual!!!! tsk tsk!!!!

Christmas Christmas Christmas!!!

2007-12-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming!!!
Mean that my pocket is gonna to be burn again!!
But burnt for the good reasons....why not??!!
Burnt for my loved ones... LOL....
LLaalalalaaa.....
Awaiting the arrival of Christmas day...
As party will start off @ my brother's hse with my beloved sisters'
Can u imagine we had known each other for 11 years by this year end... OH MY!!!!

I will treasure each one of you seriously...though i always seems to be bullying you gals...LOL....

PROUDLY PRESENTS

2007-11-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

Rayner Tan, My God Son

Short Celebration

2007-11-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

Met up with Beysan on Monday -
to celebrate her 21st birthday in advance.

Intend to treat her good food, but she not hungry...
LOL...
We ate Xiao Shilin @ KFC outlet @ Far East Plaza
where there's seatings outside...

Hope she enjoy the times too!!!

I've decided to...

2007-11-09T21:36:00.001+08:00

1) put down the friendship & not pester bs anymore...
2) stop making all the calls to her for meetup...
3) take things stridely as she is doing right now...
4) learn to be less emotional towards such kind of friendship...
5) learn to look forward, not past...

A week of tiredness

2007-11-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Finnnnallly.... i can get myself back to normal life....
Having 2 QC inspectors on leave, MC...
My whole week is madness...
totally downgraded to be a QC inspector...

really dunno if im too sensitive, but i just feel...
there's something that some QC inspectors unhappy with me...
Things just change so tremendously once BEY SAN left us...

Just dunno why la...
the more I tell myself: just dun care abt it,
the more I cant put it down...

Maybe just this peom suits for the current situation...

"We come into this world empty handed,
We will leave the world empty handed.
Friends come and go,
just like meeting different people,
at different station stop.
The only thing that goes with us,
are those memories that we ever spent together."

Never let you go

2007-10-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

Pretty nice song...prefer the english version...
ENJOY!!!

Wishing you all the best...

2007-10-14T11:18:00.001+08:00

Reluctantly, the day had arrived...
You had left the company last friday...
Indeed sad within, but trying to control my emotions
Thanks for all the time during @ work...
Really enjoy working with you...
Friend, keep in touch & take care till we meet again!!

Life is so brutal afterall

2007-10-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

Supposing should be quite happy regarding returning to work tomorrow...
But yesterday midnight,
Received a call from my colleague that her dad had passed away.
She has to return to East Malaysia (Cebu) for arranging all the things...

Heard that her dad is just 50plus...
Just feel like life is something that seems so vulnerable yet highly dangerous creature...
Why highly dangerous creature?? they will just secretly inject saddness, sorrow into one's life...
well...LIFE....

LIFE is so fragile after all....
God is much more dependable, trustable afterall..

~ ~ Gone With The Wind ~ ~

2007-10-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Woah....
Times really flies fast when U are sick, staying home doing nothing....
Tommorow will be my last day of MC from work...
I will be returning to work on Monday!!!
WOah, two weeks had just gone passed like this...

U mus be wondering why didnt i blog since I'm so free....
LOL... cos' dunno wat to blog, and I do have tings to do tooo....

Recap
24th Sep(Mon): Having difficult in sleeping, cos' it damn itch...
BeySan called and ask about Ogaus Machine tingy...
Boss called oso, scold scold scold.. then after that, everyting settled in a nice way around mid-afternn time.

25th Sep(Tues): Called back to see if everyting fine..
BeySan asked me regarding the Kopi "O" .
Got New Kopi "O" complaints... Somemore in Aug...
Got an email from Boss to do something... Thanks to Sien Ti who sabotages me....

26th Sep(Wed): Beysan called to ask when did I do my last check on Kopi "O".
told her to look into my folder...
Boss ask her to check, so she ask how i check.. told her how to go about it...
Results came out, SAFE and SAFE... jus have to montior it...

27th Sep(Thurs): Noting happen BIG from Office.
But I was doing Uncle Ernest's accounts and completed within the night..
Thank GOD for it... =]

28th Sep(Fri): Trying to complete the assignment given by boss, cos' promise her to give her in PM...But din manage to do it...only somehow completed in the late night....
Emailed to her and tings go on...

29th Sep & 30 Sep(Sat & Sun): Rot @ home!!! 1 2 go out oso cant...

1st Oct(Mon): got awaken by phone call, cos Boss ask Sien Ti to call me regarding broom stufffs.... Hais....

2nd Oct(Tues): got awaken by phone cal again (Beysan), she called to ask who's doing the empty sachet detector checklist now(from Boss)..den explained to Beysan what had happened and had passed to Maintenance on the issue. Lucky i did not bitch abt BOSS, cos Beysan call me ltr on to tell me tt Boss heard the conversation loH... the most embarrased thing ever happened, cos' when i pick up the phone, im still half asleep... then i went on urghh urghh urghh to reply Beysan when she spoke... actually doesnt matter, cos i tot is only her... BUT when i know my BOss heard tt too... i was like... shucks....
Evening time, Boss msg me say urgent, ask me to pass the msg over to night shift ppl that no too much personal call to be made as QC dept phone had been the highest calling rate among the whole company; it was also found out that ppl using the phone to call radio station, want me to send the msg over to say THIS IS NOT ALLOWED.

3rd Oct(Wed): slp till quite late then wake up... did some washing in the kitchen...
Boss msg too in the night to check if i'll be back on monday & ask if i hv fax m/c, she want to fax me sth to do... DUN HAVE oooo... tot she will email me the next day... cos i told her why not email me... lol...

4th Oct(Thurs): TODAY, wake up quite late tooo... did ironings for my clothes....
hahaha....nth much....

Welll...ppl.... See how i spent my two weeks MC.....
So unmeaningful right?? jus scold me man....

Beside all mentioned above, was trying to watch finish one TV serial, but due to the lousy quality of the DVD...im now left with the last episode....hais.....

shall stop here for my two weeks happenings... :)

TWO WEEKS MC

2007-09-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

DIAGNOSED WITH CHICKEN POX....

How am i gg to spend my two weeks...
damn sian la....

Uncontactable for four days

2007-09-05T22:53:00.001+08:00

Will be going to a relax environment,
away from the busy, hectic lifestyle of Singapore...
FOR FOUR FULL DAYS!!!!

Once and Never

2007-08-25T13:51:00.001+08:00

Will never work overnight without sleeping for such a superior again...
NEVER!!!

no appreciation yet sacastic....

shit u la....

A Crazy & Fun Night

2007-08-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking...

Presenting you a wonderful place for hang out...

The Liquid Kitchen @ Upper Thomson Road

The Helluva Gang

Bestie Audrey

An Unique Menu

Drinks of the night

Another potrait of the drink

Chocolate Fondue!!!!

Our forfeit of the night!!!

Really Enjoy the night.. Thank pals

Been Tagged!!

2007-08-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

Somehow, din know I'm been tagged by joanna 1-2weeks back...
shall do tis right now...

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
One: I tend to eat more when I'm tensed up.
Two: But, I was afraid to get fat again... lol
Three: I tend to laze around when I'm at home
Four: I just speak to what my mind reads.
Five: I'm seriously afraid to see female friend of mine to CRY!!!! dun ask me why!!!
Six: I like to play around with my belly whenever I completed my meal.
Seven: I like to toss around my hair whenever i'm in deep thoughts
Eight: I wish to meet my long-life partner soon too... lol...
Nine: I love to disturb those friends' I treasure, don't ask me why!!!
Ten: I rather choose HOT as to COLD for weather, but it will be otherwise for Beverages...

Ok, now for the tags:
1. Audrey
2. Grace
3. Tu Di
4. Su Ting
5. Benson
6. Ivan

Wonderful & Great 23rd Birthday Celebration

2007-07-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

The long waited 23rd birthday celebration had arrived & gone...
Well Well Well,

Indeed a memorable day...

Had a 'surprise' from my lovely colleagues,
How the scenario started...

Early Morning...

While ordering lunch, Sien Ti says BeySan bringing me out for lunch..

No need to order food... (something must be going on, i guess)

Nearing the surprise, I was in Manager's room replying email...

After replying email, came out of the room & found no one... (Weird)

Decided to leave lab fast to photocopy some blank templates...

Received a call from Peggy that Boss looking for me, sounded quite serious....

Quicken my steps back to lab...

Upon arriving, saw a mango birthday cake prepare for me...Gosh!!!

so nice of the gals... but they put additional candle on my cake!! argh...

Doubt anyone of them will see this,

but seriously im very happy for such arrangements they had done for me...

Thanks peeps...

After Work, met up with my bunch of sisters & their partners for a celebration @
HARD ROCK CAFE SINGAPORE

Had a fun & enjoyable dinner...

Had a surprise guest on the table...

Dear's good friend - Mavis

Presenting my gift from the gals....

Creative Zen Stone

Thank You all who are present.

Kinda sabotage by one of the waiters there...

shant put on the picture.. lalala...

Anyway had a great fun time on that day...

Thanks all who sent me sms for wishing me happy birthday...

It really hurts!

2007-06-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder...

Remember when I was in school,
I always tell myself not to give myself more stress than I can take...
I always tell my friends that take it easy...
I always make a point that not to be so sulken over matter that already happened,
and can't be changed.
I always able to forget things easily & get over with it in a short time...

But Now in my career life,
I'm just so different from school time...
I'm giving myself higher expectation of myself to do it well in workplace...
I'm couldn't be able to take things easily now...
I'm becoming more and more sensitive recently...
I'm feeling helpless over yesterday & today...
Silly mistakes had been done by me these two days...
It's just beyond my control to get my emotion back to balance...
Whenever I remember of those incidents' process,
I just can't help to blame myself again and again...

*arghhhhhhh*

GSS Episode 1

2007-06-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

GSS had started off since 25th May...
Bought some new outfits last sunday...
Tata~~~

2 pairs of Jeans, 1 pair of shorts, 3 top tees...

Aeroplane put off...*edited

2007-06-01T22:22:00.000+08:00

Kenna pang seh by two different gp of friends tdy...
ARGH!!!!
In the end, caused my dinner to be flown away...
went to brother's hse and eat in the end..hais..
A BIG THANK YOU TO - :
RADONians & CELL Group

*P.S. Just ranting only...I'll be fine..*tsktsktsk*

Upon Request

2007-05-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

as per requested by little tu di...

Life had been back to normal...
Work, Home, Work, Home, Work, Home...
Only lately this week...
Tuesday, went out with my colleague to go for relax shopping (Causeway Point),
It's a nice feeling to go out with her, somehow or what,
she loves disturbing me, and i love disturbing her too...
Kinda feel bad too lah, drag her to go shopping with me when she just came back from MC...
LOL...

Yesterday, had a dinner session with my sec sch frens.
Biqin, Wanni, Audrey & YinQiu.
We went to Sun with Moon Restaurant @ Wheelock place,
the food there is a bit expensive, but they served great food.
SO, occasionally, one shld spend thriftly on ownself...:)

Anyway, Life is very busy and kinda stressful to me this two weeks...
I do enjoy the working life @ Viz Branz, but the load seems getting heavier and heavier...

GOD, give me the strength to go thru' each day!!!

Its been so long..till now

2007-05-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

Staying out late have seldom in my life...
Simply because I just love to sleep lots & lots...
Well... Yesterday was an expectional event...

Went to Palm Gardens for our monthly usual swim...
After the swim, we headed down to Marina Square to have our food.
We had Yuki Yaki for dinner...
the dinner was great!! its not about the food, its about the people:-)
then, e ice-cream frying part was just so funny, fun...
well...its not easy to fry ice cream lo...
but after the restaurant supervisior came & do a demonstation for us...
it was much more easier & fun...
Followed by, a little shopping around Marina Square & Suntec City...
As no much shops are left opened, we left with no choice but to put a stop to our shoppings...
After that, we went to Marina South Pier... What can i say man...
Its just such a beautiful night... esp with my group of sisters ard...
We sat @ one of the cafeterias and chatted on random topics...
(We saw a lot of sport cars driving past the venue, guess they are racing/showing off their cars bah)
We chatted till about 2.30am & we were hungry...
Decided to head to Jalan Kayu for pratas... feeling so tired, shrugged...
Home Sweet Home after the prata supper...
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I bought a pair of new shoes again...lol...
guess how much it was??!! $15!!!!
Bought the same piece of shoes with AUDREY!!!

Recent Movies Checked Out!!!

2007-05-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

200 Pounds Beauty

Watched this movie with my bunch of buddies & their partners.... It's a worthwhile movie to watch..
i would rate 4 out of 5 stars for it...
Well done!!! =]

Caught it on 21th April 2007

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Nightmare Detective

together with the radonians, we watched this movie...
not much nice movie left to watch recently...
well, indeed a thiller, but poor story plot and complicated.. could be the reason we went in ltr to catch e show.. Well.. after all, the show is kinda a jokial la..cos' some of the radonians dun dare to show, so they make comical actions/sounds in the show..ended up so funny...lol...
I would rate 2 out of 5 for the show...
PPL!! WAIT FOR DVDs....heee

Caught it on 30th April 2007

sick...

2007-04-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

gosh...
how can tis happen to me neh...
falling ill @ tis pt of time...
no MC available... arghhh...
anyway...hope will recover before monday...

Cleared!!!

2007-04-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long...
My cupboard's rubbish had been cleared off....

Today cleared this much of rubbish....

But...the past few months - my super slow process of clearing of my room after three years of piling up...
Today's rubbish is only about one-quarter to one-fifth of the total rubbishes that i threw out of my room... heee....

CAN U IMAGINE HOW MUCH MORE SPACIOUS MY ROOM HAD TURNED TO???

Now, I left with my wardrobe... *winks winks*
Who wants to be my volunteer helpers???

HappY Birthday!!!

2007-04-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho...tdy is little jia jie 1st birthday!!!

jus a simple bday party for Him...

its goes...

Happi Bird-day to you...

Happi Bird-day to di di....

Happi Bird-day to you...

~by his elder brother, jia le....~

a little glimpse of my little nephew...

ta da....

back from chalet!!!

2007-04-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah....

I'm back for a few days from chalet liao...

e chalet is fun!!!

definitely, thanks dearie wendy for all the preparations...

we had a lot of fun....

we went wild wild wet...

besides, the injury i made

i do enjoy the chalet a lot as it significances a break for me...

and definitely our BIRTHDAY GAL - CLARA

enjoys it tooo....

New Format of room

2007-04-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

My Room is growing Bigger!!!
cos i throw a lot of tings OUT!!!
hhahaa...so happy...

Have you ever thought of it???

2007-03-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

On the way to work tdy,
Happen to sit in the seat opposite this seat

Have you wonder if the person sitting on it,
will they give the seat up to the needy person??

Reason why I happen to thought of tis qn is:-
1) the person sittin on it wont even see the sign...

Suggestions from SALLY PHUA:-
the seat shown & the opposite seat shld be considered as needy seat
Reason:
the person sitting opposite definitely can see the sign much more clearer than the one sitting on the picture shown....

~~all the above are just a thought from a super awake sally who sat on a train...waha...

finally...

2007-03-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

Finally got my wireless internet done in my home....
But yet re-shift my room settings...
just too tired, and dreading to do that...
mayb will wait till my one week break, then do it...

Rocks drop from heart...

2007-03-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

tendered my resignation letter as Account Assistant effective 09 March 2007.
accepted a new job as QA Assistant, starting work on 16th April 2007.
decided to leave with a light-hearted feeling...
blessed to have a gp of good colleagues in current company...
indeed painful to leave the company, but its for a better move...

It's CNY time!!!

2007-02-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

To all my loved ones...
Here's my wishes to all of U...
Happy Lunar Chinese New Year to all...
Collect more ANG POWs...
Wish all of you have great year ahead,
great health at all times...
Those who are working like me...
Wish all of u will get triple promotions,
definitely with high increments in benefits & pays...
Those who are studying or going to study...
Wish all of u will get excellent results & good health
for fighting thru' all projects & assignments deadlines...
Those who are in e midst of transition between study & work life...
All the best & do not give up so easily on any mishaps that come along,
they are jus part & partial of life... =]

To my family,
Dad... thanks for everything,
You are so wonderful, be it you love nagging @ us...
I understand your purpose for nagging, but we are all grown ups...
Its time for you to learnt to put down your worries,
so that you can live long healthy to see your grandsons get married...
Kor... thanks for you being my kor...
You are the greatest kor that i ever had in my life...
You may have started a family alredi,
but I know you still love me, your mei mei...
Thanks for staying back just to eat Reunion Lunch tgt with us tdy
before U head up to KL... Kor, thx!
Da siao... thanks for being my da siao,
the love to my kor... the support for him @ all times...
Thanks for asking to go up ya hse to eat whenever you cook...
Thanks for feeding me... lol
Thanks for giving our family such two cute, adorable boys,
Jia Le & Jia Jie...

I love You, Dad, Kor, Da siao, Jia Le & Jia Jie...

With Love,
Phua Siew Kuan SallY...
17th February 2007, 9.05PM

For the very 1st time...

2007-02-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

He, my most lovable yet naughty nephew,
got my 1st scolding over his young 3 years of age...
& that is the most fierce He ever encountered from me...

Poor Boy...but U are naughty..
that's why u need to be lecture, understand?

Injuries week

2007-01-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

Got 3 blue-black in a row within a week

(nearly two weeks ago alredi)

so weak gal suddenly, LOL

wat's wrong with me???

Injury 1:

Injuries 2 & 3:

Gatherings!!

2007-01-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, went to MOS with my dearest girlfriends...

Why we were there, cos of one of our dearest gals was moody...

Well Well Well...shall not say who...

But we had fun... e most impt... =]

My Cherry, Cherry...tsktsk

W/O her, I will be still slacking ard...

She's just know me inside out...

She still my lovable 'wife'

Finally, a grp photo tgt @ MOS

~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *~ * ~ * ~ *~ * ~ * ~ *~ * ~ * ~ * ~

Met up with Joanna & Phoebe @ Novena Square last night
didn't take any pictures...
Had wonderful dinner @ Fish & Co.
I had Fish & Chips, Jo had New York Fish & Chips, & Phoebe had Peri Peri Prawns!!!!
We had a time of chatting, or shld i say, i was hearing their conversations... lol...
its okie dears, cos' with u gals around...anything is fine with me...=]
As u peeps know, Novena Square had nothing much to do, so we went back home loh...
Had a goodbye meesing hair with phoebe...
Had a goodbye hugs with jo...

* they liked the presents individually...=]*

lost

2007-01-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

Lost your sight

Lost your speech

Lost your touch

Lost your closeness

Lost your smell

Lost your love

Lost your care

Lost your concern

Lost your encouragement

Lost your advices

Lost your sweetness

Lost the feel of the first love

Want to find you back into me

Want to feel been born once again

Want to feel the first love that u gave me unconditionally

Want you to tell me, you are always there

Want you to speak to me

Want you to teach me more

Want you to lead my life

Want to have the closeness with you again

Want to find you back in the way i used to live

Want you to bring me back to you,

telling me nothing is impossible with you around

I love You but I love my friends too

I cant do without them too

I want to have both, can i?

I know i cant, I have to make a choice

~ No Decisions Made yet ~

in pain ! ! !

2007-01-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

the results of running too fast & sudden brake towards club toilet...

was having stomachache...den after lunch, back to club....

ran from the guard post to toilet...

den speed too fast...need to sudden brake...

so bumped my hand onto the ledge of the door...

- Soooo careless - by GraceK

- play until yr hand blueblack ah - by ClaraH

Looking back to 2006

2007-01-02T00:48:00.001+08:00

Time really flies....
Year 2007 had arrived...and Day 1 had passed...left with 364 days to 2008...
Mayb you peeps might tink im mad...jus 2007, starting to countdown for 2008....
But.. Each day really passes so fast that, if u dun make full use of each day, 2008 will just arrive when u dun even realised its 2008...

Above these are what had been thru' in year 2006... I pretty know it well myself...i had wasted a year doing some unimportant tings which i tot was impt in my life...

Year 2006
During the first 2 months, I was working for my brother's company...whIle looking for job...
Somewhere after CNY, went to do events marketing for my school vacation boss for a few months till early june...where i found my current job @ SAF YACHT CLUB thru' my best buddy Clara...She wrking there as HR...
Time really flies... didnt expect myself to 'drag' myself in the club for more than 6 mths...
I know myself well that within this 6 mths, I had a few times of wanting to quit.. cos' i jus jolly well dun like Accounts... unknowningly, I met a group of fun loving colleagues... be it from Accounts Dept, Front Desk or Marina Ops...

Consider me lucky bah...came into the club for left than a year...
Attended Company D&D 2006... 1st Renci Charity Dinner 2006...Carnival By the Straits 2006...
Last but not least, Company Year End Party 2006... Well..upcoming is Staff Retreat 2007...
Its such a blessing definitely I got for the past 6 mths in this company...

really thanks those for enduring my kiddy temper, kiddy character...
Thanks Susan 'God Ma' for enduring all my rubbishes during the past 6 mths...
Thanks Vivien "shifu" for enduring all my crazy acts, noisyness in the office...
Thanks Roslina "mini lin" for the support as a fren when tings dun go right in the work...
Thanks Sheila "ga ta" for the jokes and fun shared and jus love yr son so much...
Thanks Rozita 'banga' for all the shared cab trip to club and being a fren to me...
Thanks to the rest of staffs for yr most outmost cooperation/help in completion of my work...

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During the month of April, Lord Healed my legs...but i guessed i had disappointed a lot of ppl in church and GOD... for not upholding HIS works into glory...

and also.. i know it myself well enough...im not putting GOD in the first place in my life... just that, i only put HIM 1st when i just need HIm... sometimes, i jus feel im might as well stop going church, dun be a hypocrite, saying Im a Christian, yet following to do wat is deem to do...

or mayb it's me myself...who dunno how to resist temptation bah...

BE it, world temptation, peer pressure, love temptation, family responsibilities...i dunno... just tot of just live each day as it goes by...

Well...but nevertheless, I hv supporting Christian Friends supporting me...Paul(cell leader), Rachel, Mei Xian, Huiling, Edina, Joyce, Grace, Joanna, Weiling to support me when im falling apart....

Of Cos' besides all my Christian friends, i had a gp of friends that never forsake me and never push me aside when im down...shall delicate the list in my next entry... =]

Friendship ! ! !

2006-12-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

For U who entered into my blog...
Caused you bothered to look into my blog to know what had happened to my life...
This is what i call a friend...
Just a simple thank you for such a little act that u had done...
Never knew who u are, that come along visiting here...
But no matter U come into here with or without intention...
I just want to thank you for coming despite my infrequent updates...
Thank all to you...FRIEND =]

http://www.clementsen.com/email/friendship.php

Enjoy very bits of it... =]

'rojak' feeling

2006-12-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

Received a message from NXZ in friendster...
I started the conversation...
But kinda surprised yet happy to receive her reply...

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From NXZ:

Thank you. haha. Do I have any reason to reject a present?

haha. : )Merry Christmas to you too. May God bless you. : )

From Me:

Hi..

Hope that I won't shocked you by this message...

Somehow, thought of messaging you a birthday message to you...

*Do I have a chance to give you a 21st present??? *cross fingers* hee hee

Anyway,

Happy advanced 21st Birthday to you & Advanced Merry Christmas to ya!

Enjoy the season of joy and love!

May the Lord be with you wherever you go!

God Bless!

Siew Kuan

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It feels nice to receive her reply and its a positive reply...

(if u ppl dun understand why its such a joy to receive from her, dun bother to understand, i wont explain why BUT i will only say it's abt a lost friendship)

I feel so happy yet worried/afraid abt meeting her JUST to pass her the present...

But, nevertheless, as long as I can pass her the present personally...

I will be more glad than ever... =]

2006-12-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

Congrats to you, Wendy

Now U are Officially Mrs Mok.

*hugs*

Keyboard soaked with h2O

2006-11-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks to the Big Rain that came into my room....
My keyboard is gone with the rain.....
Now using On-screen keyboard till i feel like buying keyboard....lol....

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I know i had not been blogging for nearly 2 mths...
nothing much big happen in my life....
just feel that a lot of things are piling over me till i gg to die of suffocastion... ...
increased burden one day by one day...responsibility get heavier and heavier...
jus sians.... argh!!! boring boring... ....

Carnival By The Straits is coming.... im now on my 2nd consecutive working days.... still got 9 more days to go!!!! so yawns... haha....will write more again...
take care peeps.... love & misses you peeps....

btw...gathering anyone????

im back im back!!!!!

2006-09-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

havent been updating my blog cause my life is just work, home, work, home......

had a new manager in my dept...
He's much much more better than the tempermental manager i had....
tmr, yati will be back to our club again...
well..i believe tings will be back as usual again...but i still wish tt tings will stay as wat it is Now...
Nevertheless...i somehow got to know some truth that make my life more happier...
thank God for such a bunch of wonderful sisters i had ever since sec sch...
Both my Jiejie..came over my hse for a movie marathon...but we din manage to succeed...bcoz' we were too tired...
but nevertheless.. the fun/jokes/hugs/squeeziness we had..is so so so beyond description...

Well..i got to say it's part of God's plan for me to work tgt with my sec sch pal in the same company... and slowly we get closer and closer... we meet up more often... though she is attached... i can still feel that she still e same old fren i had during my sch days... she is my jie clara ...not to further mention the others.. like my soulmate audrey, my buddy zi wei and my lao po wendy...

Our next meet up will be @ a Chalet...woohoo... cant wait for it man... its for my buddy and lao po birthday celebration....tsk tsk... will take a lot of photos...a lot of fun definitely i know... LOOKING FOOOORRRRWAAARRRDDDD TOOOOO ITTTTTTTTTTT......

For the past years... my friends circle had increased rapidly till i somehow feel lonely most of the time... waha...1st time open up to the public...Well..they are so important to me... they are always the ones who are there for me without any obligations...

I just want to say this... my
dears.... all of u are inexchangable for anything...i thank you gals for always
been so supporting to me, enduring my stupidness, enduring my stubbornness,
giving it in to me whenever I just want to win... I want to thank U dears
for being the greatest pals in my life... and I LOVE U GALS!!!

Why i was speechless???

2006-08-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

For the last weekend...

I was speechless 3 times...

1) Dedicated to Ms Audrey Ang Shun Ling...

Supposed to meet up for movie marathon @ my hse on Friday...

But.. Her mum @ the very last min required Aud to accompany her to Bank on satuarday morning...

3 of us were looking so forward to this meet up..

But im speechless cos' i cant say NO!! cos' its her MUM....

That's the first Speechless...

2) MY Sony Ericssion W800i

Was hanging non-stop from thursday to friday....

so i supposed it's time to bring to customer care centre

On sat, bring it there...the whole day no problem...

so i tot jus bring it to check lo...

BUT their system was down on tt day.... so no biz mind... down on sat....

so i brought it home without being checked or repaired...

wasted 1+ hr waited...

2nd speechless....

3)Went to bishan with aud to hv dinner...

we somehow smelt the fragrance of long john silver...on level 2

so we went down.. but we cant find it...

so then.. we saw Thai Express...

and decided on that for dinner...

the best part was...

when we left Thai Express....

we SPOTTED long john silver...

and it jus located diagonally OPPOSITE thai express...

the 3rd stuff that make me so speechless...

Just arghhhh.,....=]

== Current Mood Status ==

2006-08-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

im so speechless...

hais...

2006-08-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

MISS JOANNA TAN

SHOCK ! ! !

2006-08-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday afternoon...

got to hear from one of my fren, QY,

that our fren is hurting herself...

QY saw the photo thru' friendster...

it damn gross lah... the picture still stay on my mind like rite NOW..

when im typing tis entry...

Jus that cldnt believe she will do such ting...

To me, such cutting ownself to bleed will only happen to those ah lian ah hui of the olden days...

she is so different from tose ppl...

i was very shocked when I saw that pic... its just arghhhh!!!!!

come to a point where i start pondering what's wrong with her ah??

i sms her..she told me she need to be alone.. cant face us for the moment...

on the other side, she uploaded the pictures that she cut herself in friendster...

its so contradicting anyw...jus that there will be so many mayb this mayb that... causing her to do that... none of us will be sure of the real reason behind it unless she opens up to us... its kinda shocking that such tings still happen in my age. All of us are already considered grown-ups... i always tot that such tings only will happen in like teenagers time... hais...

Lord, I pray that you will protect XY thru' this hurdle of her life. Let her see your love.. Let this time be the time where she know u are the LORD of the LORDS, KING of the KINGS... Let this time be the last time and nvr happen again. Lord, I pray that you bring us or christian friends to speak the word of God to her. Lord, I pray that you will be with her at all times as tis is a critical situation @ the moment. Lord, I thank you and praise you for the wonder works you had been doing... In Jesus name, I pray. Amen

the past two weeks... ...

2006-08-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

it had been a hectic past two weeks for me...
cant really rem the details of wat i did each day for the past 2 weeks...
jus know that, im so tired... .... =(

Welcome Welcome !!!

Welcome EDINA back for good from Paris..
Welcome SALLY TAN back for 2 mths from UK...

Recent Met ups!!!

- 25th July 2006 -
FINALLY FINALLY after so long planning....
I met up with Ms GraceK
Went for bowling session...
well, my bowling score is horrid...
just a game only... =)
both of us snapped our thumbnails...
i trimmed my nails the night before, but still...
though it was a short meeting duration...
IT WAS FUN!!!
Thankie GraceK for the meet up!!
U are gracia hohooooo....bleahs...
[ there are photos, but no time to upload, wait ok? ]
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- 28th July 2006 -
met up with my sec sch frens for bday celebration...
Sharon, Cindy and Jacqueline...
went to punngol marina country club
*the rival company of my club* tsk tsk*
we had a session of KTV, pool match...
cos' jac's bf booked the VIP room that have
KTV, billard table, mahjong table...@ 25/hr...unlimited guests
ended the celebration @ 3am...and we headed home respectively...
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- 29th July 2006 -
had an appointment with Jaime...
we are heading to NDP 2006 Preview...
It's definitely a wonderful program that was planned...
wonderful fireworks... wonderful company of Jaime...
wonderful freebies... wonderful evening...
after the preview, we tried to avoid the crowd by leaving earlier, but was in vain...
we got caught with the massive crowds...
Guess how longgggggg we took to leave the National Stadium to Kallang MRT...

1 FULL SOLID HOUR!!! !!! Can you imagine how massive the crowd is???

Gosh! By the time we reach the MRT, we were so tired, exhausted, sticky and stinko...lol
went back home to bath and rest...
[photos and videos yet to upload, some with Jaime, have to wait too...]
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received a sms from ms hon requesting to watch late night movie with me...
LakeHouse...
wanted to watch but my body don't allow me... im just way too tired...
in e end, ms hon came over to my place to stay overnight till 4am
where ms hon's bf came over to fetch her...
(not gg into deep details as to protect the party's privacy and rights)
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- 31th July 2006 -
went to ktv with calvin and clara...
we sang till 1am @ AMK Kbox...
system was lousy...but well... yawns...
so tired u know...waha....
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alright i shall give it an end for today entry...
will be meeting up with my pigs soon...yeah yeah...
gg for FOP with cell group on friday night..yeah...
and meeting ms hon for lakehouse tis weekend... =]

take care peeps...

2006-08-01T09:41:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday

Miss

Phoebe Tay Dan Wei !!!

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Happy 23rd Birthday

Paul Chua Tian Xiong !!!

sian off

2006-07-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

took cab again...argh!!!
6.20...wahhhh...
can eat one western meal le....
irritating....

most dumb thing ever done

2006-07-20T09:15:00.000+08:00

wake up earlier...

get to bus stop normal time...

tot will be late...

but ended up..

reached AMK station earlier than i expected...

THANK GOD for that...

managed to get into the train that wont make me late...

so happily and relieved abt it... phew!!!

not another day of late for work i tot...

But...the dumb dumb sally did a dumb dumb thing....

the dumb dumb sally was sending sms to ppl..

the dumb dumb sally literally din hear the announcement says

"Next Stop: Sembawang"

the dumb dumb sally somehow only got awaken from sms-ing when she hears...

"Next Stop: Admiralty"

the dumb dumb sally got freaked out...and looked at the watch...

and the dumb dumb sally's watch shows 8.45am...

ooo shit...dumb dumb sally tot...gonna be late again!!!

quickly gave a call to colleague, ask where if she is...

WOODLANDS...waha... late too...

we intended to wait for another colleague's dad car...

we saw coach HU... while waiting..well well...

took cab... nm...Coach Hu generously paid for the cab fees...

THANKS CoAcH Hu...

SO that's the happening morning I had... arghhhhhhhhh......

2006-07-14T09:10:00.000+08:00

Late Wishes

Thanks to my dear Mummy(Wei Ling)

and

Miss Ong Kai Wen for being the last two wishes... =]

Forget there's more wishes from colleagues yday too...

Aileen, Sheila, Rozita, Vivien, Susan,

Andrew, Belinda, Azh, and Azar..

2006-07-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

LATEST WISHES RECEIVED

From: Chrystabelle, Rajes and Sheryl...

2006-07-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

THANKS TO ALL ... ...

A great thank you to all my friends, family for the birthday greetings...

Thanks to Sherline, Adelene, Angela, Wei Wei, Wanni, GraceK, Xuelin, MeiXian, Rachel, Cousin Carina, Selene, Mandy, Cousin Su Juan, GraceL, JaIme, Yi Wen, Vannessa, Hwei Ling, Teddy, Qiu Ying, Robin, Zi Wei, Yin Qiu, Joanna and Phoebe for your well wishes... ...
Kinda Surprise to rec'd some greetings from friends i din expect...
But.. really appreciated it a lot...

Kinda Surprise to receive tis on 11th july...

wanted to open it when i got back home..but it stated

its like huh??? so funny instructions... well that's my gals...

and that's my present from my beloved Joanna and Phoebe...

hmm... i will be a good gal to bring this out okie??? waha

Really thanks to all u peeps...

love u all so much...

fail my own promises

2006-07-10T09:17:00.000+08:00

BASKET!!!
i took cab again tis morning!!!!
6 bucks... cos' took the soverign cab (MERCZ)
so shitty lo...kao...wateva i earned is not enough for wat i spent...
argh!!!! i need more money!!!!!
any earning quick cash method, decent ways???
waha... em...
a lot of tings to update... but no time to do it...
shall do it on my off day...
take care meanwhile frens...

*sentosa craving recently*

crazy cabby fares

2006-07-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

NO MORE CABS IN FUTURE....
due to the increase fares of cabbies in weeks time...

must plan my time properly so that i wont have a chance to take cabby to anywhere....
I WILL I WILL...
I WILL DEFINITELY ABLE TO DO IT......

R E C E N T U P D A T E S

2006-06-27T09:11:00.000+08:00

GREETINGS ...

hey hey....

how's everyone?? Hope everyone is still fine...

Firstly want to apologise to u guys for not updating...

lazy to update, tired to do so... cant be bothered to update... =)

WORK

as my previous entry, i mentioned i had a new job...

times truly flies.. so fast gg to be a month alredi can???

things are going quite smoothly,

but not considering the office politics that is present...

not really office politics i will say..

jus abt the manager that they are unsatisfied with...

Jus hear till i sian alredi... trying to be STILL when they complain, talk abt it...

i admit i was drifted a bit... but well, i will try to be still on this issue...

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Praise GOD for a great opportunity that im able to get onto a yacht on 17/06/06.

the experience is awesome, wonderful...an experience u will nvr get it when u are on land...

lots thanks to Aileen, PA to GM of SAFYC..

she is a peranakan btw... quite beautiful..=]

LIFE

well... my life is filled with works works and works...

cant even had time for meet up with my frens for dinner till last saturday only....

had a simple dinner, but its an enjoyable time being tgt... =]

friends

well... like i mentioned jus now..only got time to meet last saturday with my gals...

more meetings are coming up...

30/06 --- meeting with yinqiu and audrey for dinner

07/07 --- meeting with sherl(who is jus back from bris), lijun and candice for dinner

unconfirmed date/time --- meeting with Grace(who is back from bris) for meal

unconfirmed date/time --- meeting with ada(only be back on 1/7 from adelaide) for meal

unconfirmed date/time --- meeting with juliana and wei wei for dinner

unconfirmed date/time (shld be aug) --- meeting up with my pigs

unconfirmed date/time --- meeting up with my cuzzies....

more to come....... =]

pictures !!!

TO GRACEk... that's wat im doing when u are mugging that SATURDAY!!!!

Clockwise from the left: Aileen, Susan, Sharon(Aileen's Sister), Jamie and ME

Enjoying the nature of God's Work...

Wat's gg on???

that's Captain Saiyah... He's our previous deputy manager of SAFYC

Now a Lecturer of SP..in Marine teaching...

the mermaid of SAFYC??? wahaa.. FAT MERMAID!!!!

that's all for now... tk care peeps while i return again...

2006-06-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

went to PC show yday and tdy...
Yday... go look look only....
bought GP batt charger....
tdy...went back to settle my internet connection stuffss
den realised i cld DO it online...sooooo eeeeeeewwwwww.....
oso bought a Creative bluetooth device.....

A Brand New Start....

2006-06-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Tommorow......
I will head off @ 7.35am to AMK station, to Sembawang Station, to SAF Yacht Club by Company van...

hmm...I don't know wat will lies ahead for me in this company... but I hope it will be a better move in my career....

Heard that he was not feeling well from my fren... kinda feel sian... but hope he get well soon...=(

still hv unlucky happens

2006-06-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

MORNING....
Go back and forth between bus stop and home twice...
1st forgot HP...
2nd forgot key pouch...
went back take HP, left key pouch there....
MISSED @ LEAST 5 buses...WAh...
In the end, reach sembawang called for cab to go in SAF YACHT CLUB...

Unlucky Day or Lucky Day???

2006-06-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Lucky
tdy......went to go interview for Account Assistant....@ SAF Yacht Club.....
Tot it wont go thru' but... it went thru... gonna start work there on MONDAY....

Unlucky

BUT...My current job is in such a mess.. i gotta to admit.. leaving them no way...

kinda feel bad.. but, i really cant because of 'ren qing'.. go against money...
Office indeed had thunderstorms tdy..after I tendered my resignation...
its not I need e money... it's e environment tt caused us to go after money...
Well besides this.. GOD want me to get back to where He wants me to be....
What a pathetic world We're Living IN!!!!!
Just like how the song (One Day by Hillsongs) goes....
One day in the house of God is,
better than a thousand days in the world
I DO BELIEVE TOO!!!!!

Dropped my W800i phone TWICE tdy @ two different Bus Stops.. on ROCKY PAVEMENT!!! my phone got bruises alredi... BRUISES THAT CANT BE HEALED!!!!

HEART PAIN!!

2006-05-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

was a bit late for updating tis week....
Life is still e same... im not supposed to blog abt work..as wat i mentioned previous blog....

Things are not gg my ways for e past week...
my mind is so bothered by what GOD wants me to do...
my mind is so bothered by the expectant of my dad, family...
my mind is so bothered by the firmness of me...
my mind is so bothered by whether shld i change job...
my mind is so bothered by e one i like...
my mind is so bothered by my irregular QT again...

my mind is so bothered by low resistant towards temptations

Imagine one week only 7 days... i alredi bothered by 7 things...
It's indeed a super mind draining week for me....

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Great things for the week:
1) Sunday went out with Rachel again, addition of Winston and Mervin...
We went to watch X-Men 3, The Last Stand.
2) I rec'd a msg in Friendster from Leonie... din really expect her to reply my msg...
3) Managed get to see him after two weeks... but din really talk to him...
4) I kinda decided wat i shld do for my working life.. anyw working life SUCKs...

tt's all for now...tk cr meanwhile peeps...

Do pray for me for strength & energy for e week!!!

Finally!!!

2006-05-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

Tdy... no need to meet Bosses... YEAH!!!!
went out with Rachel a while.. Was @ PS...
Cause She wants to eat Cartel's waffle...
Mx din make it, cos she's tired...
We ordered ice cream waffle & potato wedges....
eat until bloated...
was quite weird.. din tok much..
guess, we had been tgt quite often recently...
From YWCA camp... em.. actuali not much le..
dunno why oso.. i tink they dug too much info from me in YWCA.
haha... but she is still so FUN... no wonder she is rachel FUN...
kkk... tt's all...
decided not to blog on work's stuffs anym.. =]

PRESENTING THE BRIDEGROOM & BRIDE OF THE DAY

2006-05-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

Attended my 1st Christian Church Wedding Ceremony of my Life....
Thanks to Ebenezer & Elaine for the invitation.
Bethel Church Auditorium is wonderful decorated by RR...
Scents of Flowers @ Auditorium I ever experienced...
They did a booklet for each guest invited...
Includes their 'so sweet' story, wishings from family, friends...
Well...Very nice Church Wedding indeed...
Everything is just so beautiful...
Don't you think they look great??!! =]

so proud of myself u

2006-05-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

HAHA....
I WALKED BACK FROM HOUGANG POINT TO MY HOME TDY....
ok.. act, nothing much.. jus tt i'm always so lazy to do that...take bus rather dan walk...
well, i need to hv some times for thinking.. tt why i decided to walk back...
and ended up...i fell....OMG.. its been so long since i fell....(wat a tot??)
alright... tt's all...=]

final destination???

2006-05-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

have i reach the destination of my life??? or im just still far away from it...
Sobz... i cant even ans myself...sad sad....

U P D A T E S

2006-05-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Life still the same... Work work work...
Kinda tired of working now... imagine got to be 24/7...
able to be ready anytime if call comes...Hais...
Maybe I shld pray again to seek God's way...

Thank God that I could make it for weekend encounter...
I got to say it's wonderful encounter with GOD...
Get to know a lot of new stuffs...definitely had a great time with GOD...

Though its a 2 days-1 night stay @ YWCA...
had fun with the gals too... Rach and MeiXian...
We went to PS twice in a day... can u imagine that... waha...
Chatted in the room till 2.30am..
wow.. a lot of infos being released...definitely know them more after this time
dont ask me wat infos were released.. cos' it's kept between e 4 walls of the rooms!!!

that's all i like to update... =]

I MISS THE OLD DAYS @ TPSU CAMPS

2006-05-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

Happen to see Liling's nick : "::I missed all those fun days in tp::"

it makes me think back of the times I'm in TP AGAIN!!!! (dunno how many times after a year of graduation, i had tot of the school umpteen times...)

Look back all the photos album i had in my CD... jus realised RADON just turned 1 tdy...
tot of all the past days... MY FAs, GLs, Freshies.. make me feel I want to be back in TP camps again...all e main COMMs, sub comms.. oooo dear... i jus miss them so much...

Just want to thanks all those people in TPSU

Be it Main Comm, Sub Comm, GLs, Freshies, Participants...

Every single one of you make my TP life happen as it had happened..

I never regret to be in any part of TPSU family... =]

unstable moods now

2006-04-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

I dont feel good now...

I know what I'm not happy with..

the matter im not happy with, will not cause me life and death..

BUT I'm just cant treat it as nth happens...

so underpaid!!! irritatinG!!!!

@%$(^&*%*&&)(^

To GOD, CL, ACL, forgive me for speaking as such..

jus need to get the unhappiness out!!!

ALL GLORY TO MY LORD (Part 2)

2006-04-18T00:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

jus remember (by angela) i didnt mentioned something...

she saw my entry and ask more...

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BEFORE: LIMPING

NOW: LESSER LIMPING,

TRY TO LEARN TO WALK PROPERLY JUS AS HOW INFANTS LEARN TO WALK...

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GOD MENTIONED HE WILL DO SOMETHING DURING THIS HEALING RALLY

AND HE REALLY DID WHAT HE PROMISED!!!

LOVE YOU, MY LORD!!! =]

ALL GLORY TO MY LORD

2006-04-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

This entry is to glorify your works in me, my LORD...

Well.. how shld i start from....

My GOD did a marvellous work in me last sunday (16042006)

HE healed my legs after 21 years ++ living in the world.

HIS promises never fail on me.

HIS FAITHFULNESS and FORGIVENESS is WONDERFUL!!

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Scenario

BEFORE: unequally length of legs

HE Lengthen my shorter foot to the same length of my longer foot.

NOW: both legs are equal length.

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How I know and so Sure abt it??

BEFORE: when i stand straight in two legs..my right feet couldnt touch the ground.

NOW: When i do that again, Both LEGS can touch the ground.

Beyond this, I Had seen the works hE done on me personally.

(Church Brother agrees to get me a copy of the video clip, will show when get it)

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AFTER ONE DAY

My Legs STILL in same LENGTH!!!

NO CHANGE!!

WONDERFUL FATHER IN HEAVEN!!!

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THOUGHTS

I felt I'm so correct about following Lord Jesus Christ as my personal saviour.

This thought came to me just tdy:

Before accepting Christ, I was a Buddhist all the while

[shld be about 10+ years; cause parents are too... so just follow when was still young...],

I had never been healed for my legs...and I was still worshIpping Buddha as my 'GOD'...

Can you imagine this, after being in Christ only for 2+year, the LORD healed me with HIS wonderful HANDS and Promise that he GIVEN me...

Come to compare the amount of years..

I spent in Christian Life is only equivalent to 1/5 of total time of years being in Buddhism,

AND GOD HEAL ME..

buddha never healed me at all...

I'm Glad I made the right move!

Thank You Lord...

*P.S. Above thoughts are just personal thoughts...not against other religions.. just trying to state a fact out..

Surprise "Gift"

2006-04-05T13:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so busy travelling around the whole singapore...
From Home to Jurong East Entertainment...to Office @ Roxy Square... back to Jurong East Entertainment... see how 'good' my boss treats me... waha...

On a brighter side, i picked up a brand new hair gel in the female toilet cubicle ... somemore is a mega HOLD type of styling gel...wonder why a female need such a mega hold gel..waha.. nm.. i can use.. bleah!!

updates

2006-04-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

it been a week since i update...

Wednesday Tuition

was tiring and still tiring...

scolded my students.. hais.. hate to scold them.. but well...

sometimes just need to give them some scolding.. so they wont climb over my TOP...

Thursday Prayer Meeting

was great.. wonderful praying session indeed...

met up with rach, mx b4 TPM for dinner...

DreamS i made

Can't rem which night i dreamt abt it...

I dreamt that i was in Aussie visiting Grace.. hais.. tink i miss her too much...

beta stop missing her.. waha..

*To Grace: If i can and afford to + able to...i'll visit you in Aussie.. =]

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dreamt abt him on one of the day..

but i only get to glance @ him in 2 views..

den i auto got up...

craziness in SALLY.. waha..

I do miss u..=(

cant get u off my mind

2006-03-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

tdy.. Hg Pt hving events again...

went down @ 10..

den stay there to ensure all things are properly setup.

left Hg Pt ard 3+ pm..

came back home and do my work..

in the evening, rest for few hours for TV time..

now back in piang-ing work...

but seems no mood to do.. ahhh...

so came in and blog

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Gotta meet Boss @ HG PT again tmr 12 to collect pay from vendors..

and pass her the stuffs..

I still have a lot of things yet done..

1. Healing Rally Meeting Minutes

2. Tuition Kids' work yet marked

3. Looking for vendors for Thomsom Plaza(10/4-23/4)

4. Look for helper for white sand for popcorn.

5. Look out for helper to replace ah boy @ simei after 1/4..

6. get all singapore schools directory from Popular

7. MY EDWJ

8. Draw the floorplan of tiong bahru plaza

lazy to list out.. jus unfinished works....

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*though i seem to have a busy day tdy..

but somehow u kept appearing in my mind..

dunno if its good ting or not...

Yday, someone ask me this..

do I wish u are the one.. YES.

but as long as you're happy, i'll be happy too.. =)

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Nights all!! gonna work late tdy again..

I missing sch life mah!! tt why wana burn midnight oil..waha

.L.O.V.E.

2006-03-26T23:42:00.000+08:00

was browsing ZX's blog..
He wrote abt the LOVE in between couples.. He seems so right in a sense too...
he wrote about when two come tgt and fall in love in the initial stage, get married for the sake of marrying, when times go by, both dont love one another anymore, but ironically, they cant leave one another because of they get used of having one another by their sides.. so that's the real 'love' that my cousin talk abt it...

after reading, it seems so true too.. does it really happen in Christian couples too... I dunno.. but tdy during service, Senior Pastor mentioned that he attended some talks recently and the speaker said according to statistics in divorces rate (cant rem where, shld be Spore) is ranking NO 2. .. upon hearing this.. i feel so funny.. wat wrong with those Christian couples ended up divorcing.. where is their Faith in the Father in Heaven...

Just feel so scary abt the things tat is call LOVE.. it supposed to be the most wonderful, holy thing of Earth..
It's just that LOVE is someting all people craved for DEFINTIELY, yet when they come, they are so afraid of being cHoosing a wrong one, not further saying of hurting one another when quarrels... Just feel so uncertain abt this LOVE ting...

Father Lord, i ask for your guidance in everything in my life.

I pray that you open the way for me to save my family.

I pray that you open my mind of clarity in my work life.

I pray and believe that this Healing Rally, there will be a miracle gonna happen to me.

I pray that you shower your protection over all my cell group members.

I pray that your presence would be over my friends who are overseas namely,

Joanna; Phoebe; Grace; Sherline; Ada; Deborah; Edina; Sally Tan.

Father Lord, I present June to you. I pray that your protection will be with her when she@ Shanghai and bless the journey to and fro ShangHai.

Thank You, Father Lord. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

2006-03-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Those people who saw e blog entry before i deleted..

Please stop digging from me...

Don't wish to comment abt anything.

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Today went to churh for tuition.

Was so happy that I saw the banner for Healing Rally is UP before Hawker Centre.

Praise God that Town Council allowed us to put it up.

All the glory and honour to the Lord.

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Tdy my students almost screwed my brains up

It's Basic Algebra that kill them...

can u see e 'BASIS'.. haha.. hais...

so funny... tot of it i almost kill myself on e spot.

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Didnt get to see .. cos' tdy claressa drove me back home..

that all for now.. byebye

too bad...

2006-03-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

2 person told me my previous entry is too obvious..
so i removed it...bleah!! =]

Gatherings

2006-03-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

It had been some times i had gathering with any of my frens....

Yesterday, met up with my sec sch frens.. Audrey and Yin Qiu....
We seriously did nothing but just have a meal tgt.. It was fun.. and memorable..
We started on topic of BGR.. wah... so irritatin can.. both of them are attach.. den they start shooting on me.. telling me mus quickly invest on a 'plan'... den will get older, den will get break even.. wapiang!! so funny lo.. hais... say like really doing investment..
the topic of conversation is not crucial but.. e momentof being tgt is impt.. =]
Thanks Gals... Love Ya...

Today, met up with my cell group gals... Rachel n Mei Xian...
Didnt roam the whole orchard.. and we were just @ Wisma for the whole duration of meet up..
And we shopped for 3 hrs MAINLY in Wisma.. fantastic right?? we are GALz...
then we went to Crystal Jade Express @ Wisma.. (once u step into Wisma frm MRT.. e old Mac there..)
Comments abt the Food: Normal, wont recommend if you are seeking for GOOD food...
If you are looking for something full.. Go ahead.. its quite full..
oooo... Rachel "reminded" me to do tis(cos' i forgot initially)... wahah...
This Rachel... tdy where ever she goes.. she sees into polka-dots stuffs.. jus oh my God.. u know.. wahah.. i hv a new nick for her.. Polka-Dots.... hee...
ANyw.. its a great time with them.. thx gals... lve ya..

alright.. tt all for now.. tk cr meanwhile...

TEARS

2006-03-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

I jus wondering..
When young, my tears are just like water taps... it flows so fluently whenever it supposed to be the time to be flowing...
Now, how come my tear ducts seem not in functioning whenever it supposed to be... When was e last time i ever cried?? i really cant rem... mayb there was once quite near recently.. but because of wat..i cant rem.. or there isnt any at all... could be my illusion...
I know I did told myself on e day my muM passed away that I will not cry if it is not necessary.. I must be strong in whatever I do...and that was when I was 12.
It had been reaching to a decade soon... Now I want to tell myself this.. Remove the thought i ever i told myself 10 years ago... I wana cry whenever my feeling brought me to. I dun want to put a strong front in front of anyone anymore..esp GOD...
Its so tiring to put a strong front in front of ppl.. 10 yrs of doing tis.. i jus feel as if I had been living so "plasticly" for e past 10 yrs... I want back e REAL SALLY....

Time flies.. tt's fast...

2006-02-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since i blog....

Things are moving forward.. Life is back to normal again....
Friends studying @ Aussie had headed back to Aussie too...
Sherline headed to Brissie two weeks ago to start her new journey in UQ
Wei Er headed back to Brissie too to start her new life @ QUT with her newly formed family with Josh (got tis info frm her blog)
Joanna, Phoebe headed back to Adelaide for another new semester in Flinders
Ada left for Adelaide too.. for a new start in her Speech Therapy Course in Flinders too..
Deborah went to sydney for her new journey @ UNSW...

Grace left to Brissie too.. for another new semester in UQ...
I didnt send Grace off.. cos' she said no need.. so din went in the end..
act, wanted to go down but.. dun want la.. feel so weird.. when no one sends her off..i go onli..waha.. den wanted to call her before she board the plane.. but stupid me..watching show till forget..paiseh grace..waha.. tv more impt dan u.. wahha.. *jkin jkin*

Edina left us to Paris too.. din manage to send her off due to tuition @ church.. its okie.. jus caught her online..and chatted wit her for some time.. =)

Yup.. the update for now.. sad rite..so many friends of mine left within e month...
but kinda funny.. i dun feel so much saddness compared to previous time.. =]
Means that SALLY IS STRONG!!! waha!!!!

I wanna thank GOD for these:

1. Being back in GOD's arms once again

2. The growing friendship in all my friends and me

*esp. GraceK, Joanna, Phoebe, Yin Qiu, Audrey

3. The new job i got (will tok abt it when free)

4. The change in me to be more open to my Dad..

*Hope it will continue when each day goes by

A Crazy Saturday i Had....

2006-02-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Yday, meet up with my Boss @ 1230, PArkway Parade...
Had lunch with her.. den her little princess is so playful as usual..and so many things to say...
even the crews@ Aijisen knows her... so u can imagine how popular is she...
haha.. no lah.. jus tt they patronise the shop quite often...
then.. after e meet up.. i went to Eunos to meet Audrey.. she accompany me to go buy present for Grace.. so nice of her rite?? Thanks Dear Gal....Cos' Aud knows where the shop is at.. so she brings me there... den after buying the perfume.. den went ard buying e box... meanwhile.. ownself shopping too..waha.. wats new?? we R gals... den we saw our sec sch frens working @ Taka... one @ B1, one @ level 1...
after tt.. headed off to Grace's place for her 21st party... thx to Gracia description for SPC.. or rather blur blur me stop @ mountbatten road... crazy me oso.. den ended taking cab to her place.. den e driver trying to make me blur.. anyw.. her party venue is damn wulu..
Reached her party venue ard 7.45pm.. so many ppl there le.. cant imagine.. cos' always party start @ 7.. normally 730pm.. den ppl start strolling in...hee.. my version of party...
saw my union frens.. mainly e main comm peeps... managed to catch up with most ppl @ party..
ooo..den i saw Yan Ming.. so shocked to see Him...waha..
lastly.. i saw my most entertaining fren who was once my FA.. Stacie song.. and she is still as usual.. self entertaining herself all e times.. oo make me kinda miss e times @ camp yday so much.. where we cracked jokes and make fun of one another... oh man.. okok stop it sally...
Grace had a touching message for those who were present there.. but she nvr weep.. no fun
okie.. im sadist.. waha... okie.. enough of her party.. one ting we both 4gt to do..take individual photos... hais.. again!!!
after tt i rush down to airport to send my gals off to adelaide.. ooo man... act, i was feeling normal tis time rd when they are leaving.. but came to the tot of they will be back only 9 months ltr.. tats e most hurtful feeling in me.. the threesome us.. both of them left me here.. SAD.... but like wat Phoebe's mum say.. its not that long as I will imagine.. yeps.. i believe so too somehow or somewhat reluntantly.. Hope i wont be so easily affected when I send Grace off this sat...
after sending off them.. i waited for deborah to go off too..she gg to sydney for her further studies too...
I was a bit disheartened tt i couldnt make it to send Ada off..sorry gal... miss u too....

It's indeed a crazy saturday..cos' i had to go thru' few emotional feelings in a day... sad sad
* oo Im broke again.... waha.. after Grace present, my shades, my cab fees on saturday
I took 3 cabbies within the night can!!! 1: From Mountbatten to Grace's Party; 2: From Grace's Party to Airport; 3: From Airport to Home
... oo man... it somehow add up to abt $60++++... i wont say how much i spent on each item.. cos' Grace will be able to know how much by then in the end.. =]
That's all on a CRAZY SATURDAY!!!!

DO THIS FOR ME...THX!!!

2006-02-17T00:31:00.000+08:00

Well.. was influenced by Grace, Alicia and my dear cuzzie, HJ....
was helping them doing this too.. so curiosity came into me..
What am I to others??
Do for me yeah!! thanks lots....
Click Here

HAPPY VDAY TO ALL

2006-02-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

It's once in a yr's Vday again.. well..
I'm still enjoying my life as a single..
though tis yr Vday to me is quite a qn for myself alredi...
SALLY.. when are u gg to get attached?? waha...
well.. tis type of tings 'ke yu bu ke qiu' means..
can hope but cant be begging ard for it....
Somemore.. i want to wait for the right one to come..
whIch is approved by the LORD for the r/s with the MR. RIGHT!!!

This Vday kinda funny to me.. i feel...
Both my Father and Brother sorta ask me abt my Vday...
waha... weird.. still single la..
Here's the conversation last night with my dad...
Dad: There's brochures for flowers over there(where we always leave the leaflets after reading it)
Me: huh?? oo okok... (walk over and take a look)
Dad: U look for wat... tot shld be Guys buying for u....
*silent.... Me went stunned...
Here's the conversation today @ office with my brother...
Bro: Juan, u tdy nvr go out meh??
Me: HUh?? go where??
*silent... (as usual, my bro is always like tt.. he tok like slow coach when he's doing things)
Me: Kor, for yr info, yr mei mei me.. is still SINGLE... where can i go???
Bro: duno...
What's wrong with both of them....
haha.. scare i cant get married off..
i tink so..wahaa.. i not worry.. they worried for me...
tt's my both cute family members....

@ ECP MacDonald blogging....

2006-02-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

well well..im waiting for the arrival of my beloved birthday nephew.. so saw a vacant computer.. decide to use it while waiting for them... funny them.. tdy raining come ECP for celebrate.. well.. wat can i say.... waha...
tdy working is sucky.. cant stand the perfectionist MR ROB. PHUA.. which is my BROTHER... hais... if he isnt my brother.. i sure k-o back to HIM... stupid bro i hv..
ppl always envy im working for own ppl.. I'm giving a warning now.. DUN work for own ppl..unless u can stand scolding, be it reasonable or unreasonable; unless the person u are working for is not overdemanding.. den u work for them...
COZ' when working for own ppl.. they tend to hv a higher expectations dan normal workers.. U cant make small mistakes.. others can... so wat so good being working for own ppl.. pls tell me... i see NONE... haha...

they are not here yet.. okie.. shall write more...
on tues, cant stand work oso.. den went for my 1st time 1 hr Lunch time.. den while slacking @ the coffee shop.. i saw a goods truck drove past the road.. the goods truck has a big BOBDOG PICTURE on it..den e image of my 1st childhood lover appeared on my mind.. ooo hoooo... u peeps mus be enjoying now... but.. nth big abt it.. den i realised i cld still rem HIS FULL name.. waha.. wondered wat is he doing rite now.. at e age of 21.. shld be in ARMY bah..=]
that's all of the info of HIM....bleahs...

Blur Sally!!!

2006-02-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hohoho....
Today starts tuition again.. BETHEL TUITION.. tdy damn happy.. cos' the assessment books is here.. i dun have to tink wat to gv my students do again.... BUT LIKE REAL>>>>REASONS: Blur SAllY requested Grace to buy this book somemore.. HAIYO.... THE BOOK TURNED OUT TO BE A BOOK GUIDE!!!!! wa Piang!!! Nvr buy books by internet next time!!! Neva Neva Neva.... alright.. forget abt it.. Grace din complain abt it either..waha.. how nice of her..hee.. Sorry Grace (this is not e Grace i had been apologised for the past few entries) .. make cHurch gotta buy more for my book... oo GOd.. how can i be so blur when serving u.. hais... okok..enough of it..

shall blog tmr again.. too much tings i wanna blog... =]

Silly SallY??? Sally Silly???

2006-02-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

Things are over!! Everything is over the cloudy weather...
She says there's nothing.. so let it be.. waha..
It's me tt think too much alredi...
sometimes i wonder.. i always say my dad think too much about his health..
with the same theory to me myself.. i tink too much on this issue too...
oh dear... i inherited the bad genes of my dad... where my faith and confidence again...
Lord.. Bring me to you once again..
=]

I'm So Sorry...

2006-02-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Always tot I had all the correct ways of being a friend..
But, I was wrong again...
Few Years ago...
Just a stupid action of mine caused an end to a friendship I enjoyed so much...
Today...
I Just realised I have never been what a good friend shld be...
I could had cause tis friendship that i had enjoyed so much to an another end again..
(though we neva hang out tgt.. just that she had been quite encouraging towards me when she @ Bris)
NOW, the situation is so cold.. i feel.. oooo man... i just feel bad now..
Grace...Sorry...
I realised I had been judging you somehow or somewhat recently..
I believe it's due to the meet up request...
You might not feel tt or u alredi feel that.. but really SORRY...
I'm glad to have you as a friend... =]

Lunar New Year 2006

2006-02-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Well Well... i had a SPECIAL lunar new year tis year...

shall u let yr eyes continue tis entry?? up to you..=]

Let's start from New Year's Eve...
Had reunion dinner @ my Brother's hse.. well.. its not a very enormous dinner.. just a simple dinner.. den watched tv.. den after that went back to do my super last minute cleaning up.. before the time strikes 12 midnight...
after that, i watch tv.. while 'shou ye'... den ard 2, i start doing my nail painting... imagine how long did i spent to do finish just my 10 FINGERS!!! i do until 5.30 if im not wrong..where i was so dead beat.. and dozed off in frt of e fan.. letting my fingers to be blown by the fan...Reason: the nail polish dry too fast..faster dan my speed.. so gotta re-do umpteen times... heee.. tt wat i do during my Eve till Da Nian Chu 1...
(Thoughts: I duno abt u peeps..but during my younger days, where my granny is still ard.. when we hv our reunion dinner.. we will definitely rec'd one ang pow which is 'Ya Sui Qian'.. to give us protection. But now, i dun hv it anym.. heee.. my family they dun gv anym after granny left us... jus that I wonder which family still follows such custom when e older generation is gone... hmmm...)
Da Nian Chu 1...
Woke up kinda early.. ard 9.30.. imagine how long i sleep only... haha~~~
Brother they all came over ard 10+ AM.. den after that had some unnecessary agruements.. my dad and us... wat can i say.. start an agruement early in e morning of Da Nian Chu 1... den after tt, went to all my (Dad's sides) uncles', aunties' houses to bai nian... well, i guess that wat most ppl do during CNY too.. somehow e visiting ends ard 5+.. as my brother and his family needs to go into M'Sia to bai nian with his parents-in-law and their family there...
I went home to sleep..waha.. den woke up and watch tv.. doing nth much after that till the next day...
Da Nian Chu 2...
did nothing much.. initially want to go visit my God-Ma.. but i woke up too late.. so postpone to next day... Er Yi came over to Bai Nian to my father.. and she did cooking @ my hse..because my cousin not heading home for dinner.. nth much happen that day too.. jus a soothing idle day... Da Nian Chu 3...
as usual..sleep till late.. cause watch tv till late e previous night.. but tis time rd.. i was awake by my 5 shu who came to my hse to Bai Nian.. but my dad is not ard.. so they went off after a short while.. den i idle a while in frt of e comp before going to my God-Ma's hse to bai nian...
Reaching her hse.. spent abt 2 hrs plus @ her house.. den i left BB back to AMK.. to Er-Yi house to Bai Nian.. i believe i had not gone to her house for too long.. or my memories are getting bad.. i went to her hse thru' such a long way.. i did a detour to her house..waha.. so blur can i be???
After their house, we went to e only one AMK Condo: Grandeur 8.. to have a family gathering(Mum's side)... Ever since my grandma passed away.. yearly, we will have family gathering @ one of the uncle's house.. we will take turn... cool rite.. waha.. i tink its beta dan my dad's side.. oooppppsss....
after that some of e family went to San Yi house.. to tok.. to play..dunno if it's leaded by me or not.. waha.. so funny.. cos' i told Yi Zhang.. i wana go His hse.. to see my cousins.. cos' they werent there due to there's some celebrations in their hse held by my cousin.. den ended up.. 3 cars went to San Yi house.. so funny..
We went to their hse..start making fun of my cousin.. dig his comp for his gf (we self-proclaimed he has one, cos' he seems hiding someting) photo.. imagine tt xia.. so playful of us.. waha.. but in the end.. we found NOTHING!!!
after that, we headed home..
Yup.. that's my CNY 2006.. waha.. did u felt kenna cheated when i said is SPECIAL initially.. heee... dun care.. i said its special means SPECIAL!!! Lalalala~~~!!!

*P.S. Tis year i never bring my camera out, dun ask me why.. jus happen tt i 4gt it.. so no pics available.. only hv pics on e last day where cousins start using camera phone.. =)

*Now i dun have to envy Grace for hving such close, good cuzzies.. waha.. cos' I neva realised I have too till recently... they are so lovable, sweet, beautiful too..waha...Love ya cousin SJ, HJ, LY. hee*

2006-01-28T12:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

TO ALL MY FAMILY, FRIENDS AND

THE PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!

*Enjoy ya CNY yeah!!

2006-01-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

Im very tired rite now.. but i jus wana do tis blog rite now too...
a lot of things happened during tis week.. things as in-emotional errors in myself...
is jus horrible me..
1st, i seriously lost my confidence in Grace for e meet up session, but cant really blame me to feel tt way, cos' she seemed so not enthu abt it..waha.. but i guess i was wrong until tis afternoon...SORRY GRACE...
2nd, last night i managed to figure out what's causing my procastination ever since I grad from TP... well after an hour plus talk on the phone with my smallest uncle from my dad side.. He told me what was lacking in our family line is SELF-CONFIDENCE... including ME... wah.. tt really spoke the weakness of me mah.. i was like wah!! Mayb God sent HIM to me to tell me.. cos' tt always wat he says.. when he calls me..
3rd, its regarding my previous blog entry.. em.. how am i gg to say it..jus hope tt im too sensitive over it...
4th, its abt work.. work is no much fun.. but thank god for thursday and friday.. where not much work is needed to be done..
5th, Dad's health had not been getting better. Jus hope tt things will go well as the CNY season is coming...
Lastly, SALLY PHUA IS ALL OUT TO FIND JOBS.. so there where my first confidence building up training will be.. after the job searching.. I will be all out for reaching out!!!
That's all for time being.. really very tired!!! *yawns*

after reading it...

2006-01-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

just happen to read a comment left by someone tt triggers my anger...
found on a blog belongs to a grp of ppl...
jus wana say.. dun take me for granted..
if u dun appreciate wat i had done for e gp.. it's okie
but pls dun try to put down the person who ever tot of doing tings for the gp..
compare ppl who jus know how to say, dunno how to do...
I dun tink e person will read my blog.. but e surrounding ppl will.. so i shant reveal the person..
BTW.. i duno if its my sixth sense making fun of me or.. my feelings are rite..
u jus dun like me in e gp..did i ever did anyt wrong towards u.. dun tink so lo..
dun worri.. im fine wit all yr nonsenses.. cos' it doesnt matter to me anyw..
shant say more.. e more i say.. e more i will mess up the situation
Nights all...

Leading a quality & balanced life

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A week of tiredness

Never let you go

Wishing you all the best...

Life is so brutal afterall

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It really hurts!

GSS Episode 1

Aeroplane put off...*edited

Upon Request

Its been so long..till now

Recent Movies Checked Out!!!

sick...

Cleared!!!

HappY Birthday!!!

back from chalet!!!

New Format of room

Have you ever thought of it???

finally...

Rocks drop from heart...

It's CNY time!!!

For the very 1st time...

Injuries week

Gatherings!!

lost

in pain ! ! !

Looking back to 2006

Friendship ! ! !

'rojak' feeling

Keyboard soaked with h2O

im back im back!!!!!

Why i was speechless???

== Current Mood Status ==

SHOCK ! ! !

the past two weeks... ...

sian off

most dumb thing ever done

fail my own promises

crazy cabby fares

R E C E N T U P D A T E S

A Brand New Start....

still hv unlucky happens

Unlucky Day or Lucky Day???

Finally!!!

PRESENTING THE BRIDEGROOM & BRIDE OF THE DAY

so proud of myself *u*

final destination???

U P D A T E S

I MISS THE OLD DAYS @ TPSU CAMPS

unstable moods now

ALL GLORY TO MY LORD (Part 2)

ALL GLORY TO MY LORD

Surprise "Gift"

updates

cant get u off my mind

.L.O.V.E.

too bad...

Gatherings

TEARS

Time flies.. tt's fast...

so proud of myself u