===ThE SlAcKeR |iFe===

Responding back to my previous blog entry...

I'm out of ALLINTON!!! wahaha... okok.. no big deal abt it...
had been keeping myself busy with stuffs, so that i wont feel bored...

Helped Adelene for her TP's fitness Test programme on Mon, Tues and Thurs..
It's fun... tiring.. met up wit frens still studying @ TP...
On Mon, saw birthday gal-Jaime
On Tues, saw Adeline and Amelia, AFSN juniors...
On Thurs, saw quite a lot AFSN juniors, esp my loved ones...hehe..
Ya,, so tt's my main happenings over this week..

Then as the last week, nth much oso la.. hee....

Thoughts over the week

My cousin called me for some stuffs and she asked tis question out of no where that striked me straight into my mind and caused me to ponder...

The question was:" U haven changed yr RELIGION ah?(My family Backgrd is a Buddhist)

My reply was "No, why shld I?"

But.. after the call, I started to ponder...

Reasons for pondering:
1) I didnt do my QT tt much anymore, why am I clinging on to this Religion?

2) I dont feel Lord's presence for e past mths.. it had been a very dry spiritual feeling for me.. why am i so sure and firm when i replied my cousin...

3) Upon all this, am I just clinging on just not to lose my face in frt of my family tt I'm just being easily influenced so i become Christian??

I tot I am just clinging on to GOD, cos' I dun want to be a loser in frt of my Family... but on e next morning(SUN), after SVC.. i knew I was TOTALLY WRONG!!! cos' I still love GOD, just as HE LOVES ME...

Presently, though I have not been doin QT daily still(due to tiredness), but I can feel the God's presence whenever I pray.. It's so amazing u noe.. and tdy @ Cell Meeting.. I cld sense the presence of HS in me.. and i was feeling kinda down before CM..*i dun even noe why okie??..but with God's presence, i feel so in peace...

Tdy, during CM.. was called to pray for Edina.. it have been some times when i was asked to pray for someone.. it's good to pray for someone..(PAUL..i noe when u see tis.. u sure ask me pray more in the future time, pls dont okie..wahaha, cos' need to practise more den can..) but i just always somehow seems praying in senseless way..hais.. nvm la.. as long as GOD noe wat and who we are praying for..

ooo.. duno why oso..guess was HS prompting to pray for SALLY TAN.. so requested after e whole praying session.. den i was asked to pray again.. nvm..take it as training..haha..

after CM.. we had some fellowship @ MAC.. den when we were about to leave e place, saw Shuling leaving too..den ask her abt Sally... den she says UK there ppl racist ah..she kinda hard time catching wat the lesson is gg on.. @ tt time i was surprised.. i din noe i was used by GOD for praying for Sally too.. felt kinda happy..hee..