wat is considered right? what is considered wrong??
does it mean all people doing e ways.. means its rite??(excluding criminal acts)
does it mean ME not doing e ways ppl is doing mean I'm wrong!!!
What about You??
does it mean by YOU blaming a person is DEAD had done is not considered pushing the responsibility to others??
You know it since Mum passed away.. tt i disliked the ways you always push e responsibility to HER.. Everyone shld be responsible for each ACT that had been done... Not because U want to listen to yr wife.. which means so when problems come.. u blame it to her.. saying me is SELFISH.. I tink u are more. u are worse than me.. U are blaming on a DEAD person who cannot rebuke back at you.. So whatever u say abt e DEAD, is considered rite to other ppl..
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I have not been crying for such a long time.. but tdy.. really seriously, i do not know what caused me to be like tis.. is it caused u scolded me?? is it because i agreed wit yr scolding?? is it because u do not understand me @ all?? or mayb i just dun understand myself at all??
GOD, forgive me for doubting u once again right now.. i know i shldnt..
Is this quarrel meant to be questioning myself abt gg to be baptism with YOU, Lord this sunday??? or is this quarrel is a temptation that I must go thru' in order to serve u deeper my LORD!!! i have totally no ideas!!! Can u give me some HINTS or wat??!!

Life isnt just living by BREAD alone.. why cant U understand??
It's so difficult to live with you, you know.. esp when your beliefs and mine are different...
GOD, give me strength that i need to overcome this problem..I ask this in your precious son name. Amen