Again…Supp paper….
Hmmm..yar the results are out…and I gotta take supp paper for my ND paper again..haix… dunno wat gg on to my life manx… cant stand myself oso…kept on failing papers…what gg on in my life man…I really duno wat happen…so stupid of me…haix…
Dun understand why I still wana take degree for ACCA… guess im not e study type…im jux hopeless la…jux as my dad says… there’s definitely more than studying…tt I noe..but if study is not properly done…wat else can I do…even with high EQ, I tink nth is possible lo…w/o a minimum IQ….
Im really in a very bad luck these weeks starting frm 28th Mar’05
1st: Lost my HP
2nd: my foot was hurt, somehow duno by wat
3rd: kana slap and jump by MIKI(monkey)
4th: hurt my finger while trying to open the door
5th: yday almost fall frm ladder
6th: tdy found out I fail ND paper….
7th: jux now type an entry finish le…den e blogger website make fun of me, cant post the entry up..cant find e web location… diaoz…
Walau…within two weeks…7 unlucky things happened…. Wats gg on with my life…. Man…I tink im can go commit suicide le lahx…lol…e dream appears to me seems more true to my life than Joyce’s life…haix…
So much of setbacks I had since I entered poly… really sometimes wonder did I take e right course? Did my stubbornness of taking ND is right? Did my choice of subjects correct? Argh… mayb they(my afsn frens) are right, I shld have taken PDM instead of ND… why why why??? Really dun understand….
Feeling hopeless again…. I noe God is always with me w/o failures…but why they can pass but not me…haix…I guess is my own faults…not to blame on anyone… but I tink im getting numb in failing papers… haven cry yet lo…tis time rd…
Poly life and Sec sch life seems so diff…last time, failing seems to be so far from me, sometimes will reach me…now is the reverse… passing is seems so far from me…and somemore last sem lehx…cant e lecturers jux let me pass the papers…I know they love me so much…like my existence..but no need like that retain me with them mahx…haix…feel so lonely, helpless, stupid, strengthless,
Adelene say im optimistic…well I guess I am onli in frt of them onli bah…I had nvr been feeling so bad, sad. Truly, when I see the results, I feel so sian…not feelings..but now..i really feel like crying manx…where my tear ducts.....its on its way here…
I noe even if I cry, or complain…no changes will be made…but I feel so so hopeless, helpless…God…wat gg on?? I need the love once more frm u… dun wish to write anim…
Hmmm..yar the results are out…and I gotta take supp paper for my ND paper again..haix… dunno wat gg on to my life manx… cant stand myself oso…kept on failing papers…what gg on in my life man…I really duno wat happen…so stupid of me…haix…
Dun understand why I still wana take degree for ACCA… guess im not e study type…im jux hopeless la…jux as my dad says… there’s definitely more than studying…tt I noe..but if study is not properly done…wat else can I do…even with high EQ, I tink nth is possible lo…w/o a minimum IQ….
Im really in a very bad luck these weeks starting frm 28th Mar’05
1st: Lost my HP
2nd: my foot was hurt, somehow duno by wat
3rd: kana slap and jump by MIKI(monkey)
4th: hurt my finger while trying to open the door
5th: yday almost fall frm ladder
6th: tdy found out I fail ND paper….
7th: jux now type an entry finish le…den e blogger website make fun of me, cant post the entry up..cant find e web location… diaoz…
Walau…within two weeks…7 unlucky things happened…. Wats gg on with my life…. Man…I tink im can go commit suicide le lahx…lol…e dream appears to me seems more true to my life than Joyce’s life…haix…
So much of setbacks I had since I entered poly… really sometimes wonder did I take e right course? Did my stubbornness of taking ND is right? Did my choice of subjects correct? Argh… mayb they(my afsn frens) are right, I shld have taken PDM instead of ND… why why why??? Really dun understand….
Feeling hopeless again…. I noe God is always with me w/o failures…but why they can pass but not me…haix…I guess is my own faults…not to blame on anyone… but I tink im getting numb in failing papers… haven cry yet lo…tis time rd…
Poly life and Sec sch life seems so diff…last time, failing seems to be so far from me, sometimes will reach me…now is the reverse… passing is seems so far from me…and somemore last sem lehx…cant e lecturers jux let me pass the papers…I know they love me so much…like my existence..but no need like that retain me with them mahx…haix…feel so lonely, helpless, stupid, strengthless,
Adelene say im optimistic…well I guess I am onli in frt of them onli bah…I had nvr been feeling so bad, sad. Truly, when I see the results, I feel so sian…not feelings..but now..i really feel like crying manx…where my tear ducts.....its on its way here…
I noe even if I cry, or complain…no changes will be made…but I feel so so hopeless, helpless…God…wat gg on?? I need the love once more frm u… dun wish to write anim…
God, pls bless me this time rd once more, I dun ask for more…jux to pass this supp paper…
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